have time but have no mood...that is life plays a trick on me. I wrought this on the 12th of may/ and only today I have chance to make this diary, I have no privacy at all...sometimes it's killing me. But today I'm finally al alone/ and I'm so hapy about it so I do not have any sad thoughts to write about...soon I will...

This one is for the sad ones…

I have another diary on LiRu. I like it a lot…but it’s not a point to write about here. Cuz this diary is going to be different, absolutely. Sometimes I feel like I really want to word something out. Something I don’t want my friends and my boyfriend to know about...I don’t want them to worry or feel like I’m hiding something from them…keep them away…but sometimes I need it so hard. I found making a new one better than just hiding blogs…they are going to suspect me. So…enough about that…I DO have a reason! I’m not a negative person….but I’m not a positive one either…so I need a place to place or it’s even better to say SPLASH it OUT…my negativity, hate, unsatisfaction.

Here is the place.

I was trying to become a positive person for too long. I have a good teacher, but my personality in a tree years came out…FUCK!…probably writing here will help me to put it back, to change my attitude towards many little things which piss me of from time to time! Probably it will just help me not to put all this on the people love and it’s gonna solve a lot of problems cuz what I do is perverting my true feelings trying to prevent long and long talks about things I do not want to share with anybody…third degree…cross examination.

Probably I’m just a FUCKING STUPID DRAMA QUIN!! This one is even worse! Remember “Haunted”??