Настроение сейчас - loosing

Sometimes I think, that I'm often alone..My mind is somewhere and I don't know, where is it...
I'm here, but I have my own world..and I'm sure, that u know nothing about it....

Something strange occurs with me..I saw people in the crowd, people ,whom I interested in...but when I come closer I realise, that the man disapears..today in the evening I saw the black shadow near me, I thought, that it is a man going behind, and when I turned back I saw nobody..I was alone in the streat...I afraid...I am frightened///I am alone in my flat 4 a week...I don't know what to do...I have 2 tickets 4 the concerts ,those gonna to be on this weekend not to be at home alone...but after it I must go home alone...at night...I am losing my lost mind...

Sometimes I think that U read it and understand me...but sometimes I think that U can't be there...maybe U are on the another planet in the space,thats why U can't read my diary..

Sometimes I hope, that U are here...on the Earth,that U had fallen to the Earth and had broken knees till it bleeds,too...that U are maybe from the moon...maybe from the mercury,maybe....ohhh///I don't know where are U from, but I know that U don't now, why are U here...in this strange place,in this strange world, on this stupid planet...And if U are reading now this lines, if U understand all the words, if u don't yawn,if u understand me in whole, if U can put your signature after all my words and say "it's bout me too",if U are ready to understand all the words,when I want to speak English,to understand my German(but I speak it very rare),if U can understand me without any words, when I don't want to speak...if U exsisting...please...tell me...

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