spasibo !
doma posmotru , slushai mne che to huevo chuvstvo viny ,
voobshem zabei na menia , ne msogu ia seriozno vstrechatsia ...
drugba i seks , konechno s radostiu , no tebia ne eto interesuet ia tak ponial
Klassnyi seks, konechno byl ... vidimo byl , takoe hochetsia ispytyvat eshe i eshe
spasibo tebe, nu i ty toge mogesh mne spasibo skazat )

hochu obshatsia s toboi , tak chto esli tebia ne stoshnit ot etogo soobshenia, otvet mne i v chetverg poobedaem ili pouginaem , hotia pochemu to mne kagetsia chto radi menia "druga" ty ne priedesh ,
vot blin , takoi ia egoist hochu chtob ty menia lubila i obagala,

Voobshem ia by seichas poplakal , no ia na rabote ,
hochetsia vse steret i skazat sebe nu vstretimsia v chetverg i tam iasno budet,
moget eshe vlubishsia durak , no iz svoego opyta , znau sebia esli chuvstvo viny znachit nechego horoshego ne budet , Nu vse konchau sluni , Ty dolgen byt silnym inache zachem tebe byt i ty toge bud silnoi

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PS: poidu porevu v tualete

Ciao, sweety... I'm sorry, that i didn't write you!!! actually all the last week
i think about my future, about us... You need to know, that i decided to come back
home. I want to live in my Country, in my Town with my family and my friends. I'm
too young and i can't...no, i DON't want to be alone, to be without my family...
i fell myself really lonely and you...you are too far, you always will be far...
i can't live full life. I don't want to lie you telling that we always will be together,
because i understand it's impossible! I'm tired of waiting somebody or something.
All my life here consists of waiting...
I know that for you it's a really hard time, and i hope that you can understand
what i feel here during 6 month!
You know , that you are the best what happened with me here.It was like a dream
all our feelings, emotions...but the dream is ending!
it's really difficult to say...but i think, that it's better for both of us to
separate...because i know, that in spite of all my fillings i 'll come back home
and it will be te end...i think that it's better to make this now!
Forgive me for everything...I know that i promised to wait you, but now i make a
decision.You need understand that now or in future it will be happen. I can't to be
dishonest with you..and i know that i have no bravery to say this words personally
that's why i'm writing this letter...i'm writing and tears are falling from my eyes...
but i know it will be better for both of us!!!
All that i felt and i'm feeling are really deep!our romance was something great!!!
all this i will be remember till the end of my life...till the end of time...

your *****

Forgive me...
We belong different worlds