Just wanna leave here my thoughts. I know it will help.

I love him. I really do. But the beginning wasnt as magical and marvellous as I thought. Should I bother about that now, when everything is so perfect? Dunno..

fear#1
He wrote me because wanted to forget her.

fear#2
He dated me because he wanted to forget her.

fear#3
He wanted to date with me, but made out with some girl in Turkey.

fear#4
He didnt thought to date me, so he made out with some girl in Turkey.

Why! Why do I always expect a fairy tale? I thought he saw me and everything was like in a film - there was a slow motion and the wind-fan played with my hair...
But he thought about one girl... and slept with another one... And he tried to explain me nothing when i rose up the topic.He said he needed to go.

And I need not to think.
Just do it.