Emptyness.
And Ii`m filled with useless thoughts.

Well... I need help. But I don`t know where I can find it. I know but... It`s too complicate.

Need my friends. But they are... very far from me. Or I`m from them,I don`t know.
I run from people, but without them... the feeling of useless became the only feeling in my head.
I`ve lost in my thoughts again. Again and again.

Usually I know what i want to reach and do my best to reach it. But know... I don`t know my aim. I wonde if I have it.

Everything I want is to put my head ful of headache in warm hands and close my eyes. I don`t think, just feel. But it`s too unreal.

I`ve lost in my thoughts. I dislike the way I speak. I say some useless thing too loud and without thinking before speaking. But if I think before, I can only keep silence. And this isn`t good at all. I don`t understand how I should behave. I`ve lost. It`s too complicated. I too weak for it.