So it's the last couple hours of 2013. I am not sure why but the coming of the new year, 2014, is acting as a sort of wake up call for me. 2014 - fuck, I've already lived so long. 21. Feel like an old person but I've reached the age where I can outright say that time has flown by. Crazily. Nevertheless, what is putting me at extreme unease is the fact that I'm not sure whether a lot has changed. Yes I am graduating university, yes I am entering the 'real' world. However, I feel like none of my relationships have changed dramatically. Yes they have evolved in a positive way but in reality I love all the people that surround me just as much as I did in 2010. It's strange, it makes me kind of happy. Very happy to be honest. This year has made me really understand how much the people that surround me matter to me. I feel like in order for me to be myself I need my friends. They make me who I am and they make me a better person. Thank you.