Feels like I'm the only fucking one in this entire world unable and incapable of finding a GUY. Seriously, I'm 18, turning 19 soon and I've never had a healthy kind of long lasting relationship. The only one I did was not normal, not healthy and very short and this was when I was FUCKING 16! Seriously, is there something wrong with me? I really can not understand why I can't find anyone. I've stopped looking and still...Nothing...and the only thing that do kind of start of or look like there might be something beyond smiles and conversations and one time hook ups end up real fucked up like the whole J addiction to gaming hence the constant bragging about money, or R who seemed like a nice guy but now just seems like a moody arrogant prick. Fuck it. The worst part is that I don't even have an explanation to why I've been single forever. And its been nearly 3 years since I've last had you know what. Seriously, I think life is being a bitch. I know I'm strong enough but there is always a limit.