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"im a big boy now 
but im still not grown"...
(DMX talking and prayin) 
yeah, uh, in the name of Jesus
no weapon for them against me shall prosper 
and every turn that rises against my judgment
thou shall be damned 
Lord give me a sign
for this is the herritage and services of the Lord 
And the rising of whats in me, said the Lord 
Amen
uhh
Lord gimme a sign 
i really need to talk to you lord 
since the last time we talked 
the walk has been hard 
now i know u havent left me 
but i feel like im alone 
im a big boy now 
but im still not grown 
and im still goin thru it 
pain and the hurt 
soakin up trouble like rain in the dirt 
and i know only i can stop the rain 
by just the mention of my saviour`s name 
in the name of Jesus 
devil i rebuke you 
for wat i go thru 
and trying to make me do what i used to 
but all that stops right here 
as long as the lord`s in my life 
i will have no fear 
i will know no pain from the light to the dark 
i will show no shame spit it right from the heart 
cause its right from the start 
you held me down 
and aint nothing they can tell me now 
(chorus) 
Lord give me a sign
Let me know whats on your mind
let me know what im gonna find
its all the time
show me how to teach the mind
show me how to reach the blind
Lord give me a sign
show me what i gots to do
to bring me closer to you
cuz ima go through 
whatever you want me to
just let me know what to do
Lord give me a sign
please, show me something 
im tired of talkin to him 
knowin he frontin 
cryin about life aint notin 
would u either be the one mad 
cause u trapped or the one huntin 
trapped in your own mind
waitn on the lord 
or huntin with the word that 
cuts like a sword 
the spoken word is stronger than 
the strongest man 
carrys the whole world like the strongest hand
through your trials and tribulations 
you never let us down 
i no u here wit us now
i no u still wit us now 
keep it real wit us now 
i wanna feel, show me how 
Please let me take your hand 
guide me, i walk slow, stay right beside me, the devils trying to find me 
hide me,hold up, i take that back, protect me and give me the strength to fight back
life or death live or die 
i will never live a lie 
im gon get because i try 
i wont quit untill i die 
im gonna make it, wrong or right (ya) 
make it thru the darkest night (yeah)
when the morning comes u`ll see 
all I have is God in me