Исходное сообщение Vendetto4ka
Here I am! Sitting here and doing nothing while others are trying to take their last chanses and study algebra. The matter is that tomorrow we're having a serious USE exam, and our sckoolmarks will depend on the results of that exam. I don't feel like studing even though my mark might change. Well, ofcourse I really don't wanna have "3" as a yearscore, but there is no other way. I think it's silly: shitting out from the classes for a whole year and when there's 24 hours left, trying to learn something new is a bad idea. Well, enough about the school...
Sometimes I hate myself. Our life is so short and I'm wasting the time on some junky stuff. In other words, instead of prepairing for the university attendings/go out with my friends/talking to my mom, I'm finding a reason to avoid all these things or whatever...I'm tired. I'm incredibly and unbelieveably tired. Noone seems to be as tired as me. I'm tired of beein' treated like a child, I'm tired of dependance on my parents,I'm tired of making mistakes , I'm tired of my fucking classmates (nothing personal), I'm tired of always beein' tired. I ned time. A few time to sit down and think. What is my life like, who am I, what the hell am I doing with my life. I wanna go away. Just fo a while. I'm sure noone will se that i'm missing. Why? The anwser is so obvious....