It's hard to understand the choise you've already made in youre life,it's hard to understand this life,it's meaning and point.Is it really so pointless or is it really so difficult and complicated?I wish I could know the truth,I wish I could see the future to avoid all the possible mistakes I'm about to make.Sometimes,when there's nothing to do,nowhere to go I think about this matter and realise how thankfull I am,that I'm alive,even if there is no point to survive. Today I met strange people,well,at least they sounded strange,they came up to me and asked if I believed in God,I said no and we had an argument.They made me think,think a lot about life and it's meaning,so I did...and stil I can't find the bloody answer,who is right and who is really going mad of this life?!
I suppose we all are...The question is a bit or complitely?