Life?!This life is pointless,it's a false...but we have to breath on,like  fools...It is going only to the one direction - death...What for then we make theese plans,why are we waiting,always waiting for something: Holidays,Birtdays,New aquentances,End of this fucking school,love...Ohhh...This so called existing LOVE...And then when the time comes,the time you've so long been waiting for and everything is absolytely not the way you've dreamed off and wanted it to be...then what?The only thing you have left is hope,that things will change ,but if not...?!
We have so many questions and yet so few answers.
I am tired of waiting,the only thing remained is hope,hope,hope...Otherwise I won't be writing this,would I?!I am sad,broken,I need nothing,I don't want anything anymore...I just live to survive,maybe it's just the mood I am having,but my feelings and thoughts are ripping me appart sometimes....I find myself hiding behind a smile,but inside I sream and cry,cause I find it all so pointless,waste of energy...I feel like a child,abounded,because I am still feeling lonely...