you are the sweet fucking lumber in my heart.

and I don't want to dismiss you from my mind.

as it hurts me.

it's so painful.

and I see you so cute,so inimitable.and it hurts!

and I see your closed web page.and it hurts!

and I'm thinking of you.and it hurts!

and I awake every morning with your dear name in my mind.on my lips.and it hurts!

and I'm much obliged to you for all my changes.

thanks.

but I don't give up!