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how hard can it be to open up
you dont get open
you are open
or the extreme version of the outcast creeps up on you
thats how others see you
exactly
i want to trip again
unbelievable
its hard to abstain from thinking
that I have lost everyone who was in my life
does it mean that its empty now
does it deflate with every closed door, with every person passed
or do I set the rules
do I break them
do I live like I want to