"открой глаза... закрой лицо руками... свет... я хочу увидеть свет между нами..." (с)

что-то типо того... немного грустно, но грусть приятная... погода за окном такая чтоли...

"все равно... пусть это странно и смешно... на небесах давным-давно все решено... все равно..." (с)

сегодня ,как никогда, лучше всего я могу выражать свои мысли через песни...)

 Anthony Hamilton - Dear life 

Early was the morn, flowers filled with dew [300x452]
I became somebody through loving you
Softly as a child, born in natural rain
I predict the seasons to go unchanged

Sometimes in life you run across a love unknown
Without a reason it seems like you belong
Hold on dear life
Don`t go off running from what`s due
I became somebody through loving you

Warm was the sun
That covered my body so
Reminding me of you as I`d first known
Those were the days
The days that changed my life

The days that made me knew
I became somebody through loving you

Sometimes in life you run across a love unknown
Without a reason it seems like you belong
Hold on dear life
Don`t go off running from what`s due
I became somebody through loving you

As the sun shines down on me
I know with you in love is where I want to be
Oh sometimes I go on through life thinking
That love is something that`s not meant for me
Woah, somebody , somebody

Hold on dear life
Don`t go off running from what`s due
I became somebody through loving you
I became somebody through loving you