To many of you it would appear that I have abandoned this place. Although this I regard as part of something I have for so long tried to erase, I now know that I will never have the bullocks to leave this diary to rotten. It has too much to do with my past, and I thought the only way I can make it work again is to make it be future... For every now and then my thoughts unwillingly come back to this grey-blue room to start over again... Fuck it!! No more useless attempts... Although I may well have died... And this may well be a different story, and a different Illidan... It is still my fucking diary...! So good day to you, my dear readers... This time, for real...
But I have to admit, there will be some very recognizable inheritance... My old cynic poetry, but with a new touch... You will see, it is going to be a new world... And its going to be useful... Yes... useful... but for now, this will be it.

Deeply Yours
Illidan Elennarin