Yesterday was the strangest day I've had last time...
Morning was just great... But something has happened as soon as I came home... There was nobody... Good environment to thinking about your own. I've just recollected my life since I was 18... I've just figure out that I haven't had my personal life at all. There was only nothing. All the time I've been living for someone, but anyone has been living for me. This will never let me forget who am I in real. This is time to set your feelings free and get crying enough while nobody see it. There was it. I've just tired to fight for all the time, tired in my tries to show that I'm not different with others, I'm just special. Curious, but I'm pity myself. Ask me, do I ever meet with a girl-friend? Yap!
But they have nothing common with people relations. Annoying. I've never had even relationship hint. But...
Happiness is a butterfly. The more you're catching it - the more it escapes. But if you move your attention away it comes and gets your shoulder slowly.
I'm never left the hope... slender hope of wellness...