В колонках играет - demonstrate, replicate

they say "live and never regret". i try to follow this wise advise, but sometimes thoughts, with which my mind is crowded can't leave me alone. "what if I told this and not that then, what if i didn't come that day, what if i wasn't that angry, what if ..." i think it is not even about regretting, it's more about memories. when the memories are bright and vivid, they change as short movies in your imagination and the passion of rewriting the story, perfecting it, can be unbearable. we often leave many of our life-stories unfinished, because we don't have much time, don't pay enough attention, because we are afraid of being involved into something absolutely, lots of such "becauses". and our imagination gives us a perfect opportunity to finish it all, to built alternative, to relive it once again. and in many moments we can not resist the temptation. i was lying as an idiot yesterday trying to fall asleep. my little taperecorder was rotating some old-memories-reminding disc and thus I met a new morning, with my ex-favorite music, ex-loved people in my mind, ex-feelings and unuseful idea-stuff on perfecting my short-movie's stories.


special thank's to jim jarmusch for a cup of coffe and a cigarette :)