I'm so stupid! How come? It's so embarassing...

It started from Sunday - the day of memories. I wanted be myself and I did it. I've been myself for 4 days... And now, of course) There is something I want to tell about. But... I have no time for it. Give me one good reason to be honest with myself. Hm... If somebody reading this I suppose he think that I'm kinda crazy)) I guess so...

There's nothing special about his arriving. I'm a human too and I have my own past. It's happy memories and sad memories, but it's passed already. Now I think about new future, new meetings etc. Yep! I'll never give up without other known ;) But... I need some help too. There is *one* whom I wanna tell about my fears. But I ask all: "Can you tell someone your feelings if he doesn't care about it?"

No, I'm not sure if that's true. Hm... But I want to be trusted.) And if my dream come true all of a sudden... I'll  be so happy... so happy...

It's weird... Sorry.. There is a reason I'm writing English. ) I'm scared, happy and sad. I apologies. Today I'm really mad ^_^

P.S.: Today I've writing my algebra. I'm so COOOOL)))