Why? I realy don’t know… It hapends today when I was siting at my polosh lesson? We were watching a film but all my thoughts were far far away from there… I want to say... No. But sudenly I realized that… how to say… that… OK. That I like Bad Boys! Not all but thouse which have angel soul… which only try to seemd so bad… which just need someone who’ll see how cute they are. (Whuuuuh! I did it! I sayed!!!) Maybe such guys meets so rarely, maybe because of it I haven’t meet anyone… and maybe when I’ll meet him I realy fall in love. And then I haven’t to kill myself with such questions “ He is so… sweet. He loves me. But what the hell I don’t feel it, this love in my heart.” Please don’t think that I like cruelty in the relationships. No. But I like to play… I need to do it for some time.

P.S.No! no! no! Don’t tell me! I know how stupid I am… But so I am. It’s over.

P.P.S. To days for leaving. Ow! My birthday! It’s tomorrow!
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