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So strong i was when i felt unrequited love...
so week i am feeling when i get the answer
for a very long time i thought that in will be so easy
so many times i dreamed about it
but facing reality of this situation making me helpless
i face the doubts, i will try to dispel them
I operate my feelings so thoughtlessly
my mind is so fucked up right now
i'm hallucinating...
it is so hard to be silent about it
i blabbed out once - i won't do this again
a picture is starting to become more obvious
a situation needs to be changed somehow
i'll seek the answer... i promise, i will do my best...

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The one that makes me stronger
Still pulls me under
Leaves me on my knees
The one
That makes my heart beat
Still makes my soul bleed
Bleeding piece by piece