Я могу быть всякой, но я не злопамятна, на сколько я это слово понимаю. I`m totally soft tipy of mans charecter. I really love peole, but that isn`t for me. I`m diferent and now i fill as inside there is a big world war between my self and me. But out side, here, between people i`m fuch` calm. If it was my chosen i prefer to born simple plant than a men. But i born the girl with fillings of plant. I`m think`, I`m fight` but don`t fill anything more than pain and drawn happiness. I need sthg more than this. I love to be somewhon for somebody, but now I don`t know who am I, or what am I. Someone will say that I`m posing or pressing my self, but still. I don`t know english as well as i need, but in my homelanguage don`t have any words any more!!! No, i lied, i have, but they looked for me as a lie. I want to get to the sky, to deep blue skys! Why I want? There i wouldn`t need to answear to this all qustians. I wouldnt think about Kirsten so much, I wouldn`t think about this people whom i knew