Good side of Rainy. He is good is so many ways! When I was in the hospital, he cooked the stuff that I was allowed to eat, and it was really difficult-to-cook stuff… When my parents come to msc, they always stay with us, and he is so good with them, although they are really talented in driving people crazy =) He never says a word when I spend money on them, though I spend a lot. He loves me! He just can’t bear me sometimes, but he loves me! He is tender and caring, when he is in good mood, when he cooks it is always super tasty (I could never compete with him), he makes such good birthday and new year presents to everyone, to his friends, to his family, to his son, to me… He is very responsible and hates to be late, he always keeps his promises, whatever it takes, he can do anything to help the others, if they are in trouble! It is me who spoils everything! It is me, who drives him crazy into throwing things and swearing. He deserves someone much better next to him, someone who would care for him better, would be always home for him, would make it all in such a way that he would return home to the hot supper waiting for him. Oh, god, now that I’ve actually written down the good sides of him I see myself absolutely wrong. I sort of see the situation as he sees it. He loves me! He just can’t bear me sometimes, but he loves me!