There is so much I want to say to you
I would like to get it out tonight
But my thoughts are scattered
Each trying to be the next one out of my cluttered mind
Why thoughts don’t act like elementary school children
And form a single file line I do not know
I wish they would though
I could get this mass of emotion wrenched words out
How overwhelmed it makes me feel
Frustrated and discouraged
I want to tell you that I love you and I need you
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And I would die without you
But it isn’t that simple
Why can’t it be
Maybe it is because I have always liked things a bit dramatic
I do not understand how you love us both
Please explain it
Can’t you see I love you more, I need you more, I cherish you more
Of course you can’t
My thoughts are hectic
Too selfish to let one another break through
And you never hear my truth
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