SillySara8D: oh, and diana,
Tomato1806: ?
SillySara8D: today i thought i really was gonna kill myself
SillySara8D: seriously
Tomato1806: dont say that
Tomato1806: ever
SillySara8D: i was thinking that
SillySara8D: i was gonna do it at school
SillySara8D: i couldn't think right
SillySara8D: i was scared
Tomato1806: dont take you medicine
Tomato1806: talk to your parents
SillySara8D: i have to though..
SillySara8D: no
Tomato1806: why not?
SillySara8D: i try, they either say we don't have time to listen or they just say i have to get used to the side effects
SillySara8D: and even when i don't take my medcine sometimes i wanna kill myself.
Tomato1806: talk to the counsel]
SillySara8D: so its not the medicine, it's me.
Tomato1806: ill go with you if you want me to
SillySara8D: no, scared.
SillySara8D: i don't want them to think all this.
Tomato1806: ill be there for you
SillySara8D: i'm not this type of person.
Tomato1806: what type
SillySara8D: i mean the other day i tried to hang myself..
Tomato1806: if wont talk to the counsel
Tomato1806: i will
Tomato1806: seriously
Tomato1806: i oly wish you the best and thisa is serious
SillySara8D: no please
Tomato1806: uh, you might haye me after this
Tomato1806: but i care about you too much to let you die
SillySara8D: please diana.
SillySara8D: i won't die.
SillySara8D: i'm not going to.
Tomato1806: well that swhat you sey right now
SillySara8D: i just need people like you, [which is only you] in my life to help me.
SillySara8D: get through, noone else.
SillySara8D: just you.
SillySara8D: please?
Tomato1806: i will
SillySara8D: okay, but promse you won't tell anyone?
Tomato1806: NEVER
Tomato1806: except the counsel
SillySara8D: i mean i'm not gonna try again.
SillySara8D: no
SillySara8D: please
Tomato1806: if i say i wont the n you will stop teling me about your feelings and PRETENd that youre okay
Tomato1806: uh i will
SillySara8D: wait, your saying that your gonna tell the councel?
Tomato1806: yes
SillySara8D: no!
SillySara8D: please
SillySara8D: i told you this only. because you always help me. i didn't want you ro tell ANYONE
SillySara8D: no even the councel
Tomato1806: i wont then
Tomato1806: just promive me the next time youll think about killing yourself youll think of pink unicorns
SillySara8D: i promise
SillySara8D: :]
SillySara8D: but if something is ever wrong with me, can i come to you?
Tomato1806: YES!
Tomato1806: gosh, sara :D
SillySara8D: okay, good.
SillySara8D: :]
SillySara8D: glad i can trust you.
Tomato1806: im glad too :)