В колонках играет - Rihanna - Unfaithful

уже который мой пост начинается с "незнаю что написать".
это не потому что в моей жизни ничео не происходит, это от того что у меня порой пропадает нормальный человеческий язык чтобы передать это. да и эстетические нормы не позволяют писать про весь тот кошмар от которого я не могу проснуться.

my young dirty life is like a parody of life..

седня проснулся ровно в шесть утра (!). сам себе поражаюсь порой. безо всякого будильника. это при том что я сова.


какую-то хрень придумали. короче мы ща пару дней учимся в первую смену.
вчера учились тоже. а я ко второй приперся. я болею, а приходится ходить. + я вчера под дождем в колледж ходил. все бы хорошо, но блин ХОЛОДНО...
и денег мне не дают.. скоты =(


Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

No no no no