Chorus X2
Sayin" goodbye, I"m sayin" good bye to Hollywood / Sayin" goodbye,
I"m sayin" good bye to Hollywood /
Sayin" goodbye, I"m sayin" good bye to Hollywood / Sayin" goodbye,
I"m sayin" good bye to Hollywood
(Hollywood why do I feel this way?)
Verse 1
I thought I had it all figured out, I did, I thought I was
tough enough to stick it out with Kim/but I wasn"t
tough enough, to juggle two things at once, I found myself
layin" on my knees in cuffs/which should"ve been
a reason enough, for me to get my stuff and just leave.
How come I couldn"t see this shit myself?/it"s just
me, nobody couldn"t see the shit I felt, knowin" damn well
she wasn"t gonna be there when I fell/to catch
me, the minute shit was heated, she just bailed, I"m standin"
here swingin" like thirty people by myself/I
couldn"t even see the millimeter when it fell, turned around
saw Gary stashin" the heater in his belt/saw the
bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground, I just sold
two million records, I don"t need to go to jail/I"m
not about to lose my freedom over no female, I need to slow down,
get my feet on solid ground/so for now
I"m...
Chorus X2
Verse 2
I, bury my face in comic books, cus I don"t want to look at nothin",
this world"s too much, I"ve swallowed all
I could/If I could swallow a bottle of Tylenol I would,
and end it for good, just say goodbye to Hollywood/I
probably should, these problems are piling all at once,
cus everything that bothers me, I got it bottled up/I
think I"m bottomin" out, but I"m not about to give up,
I gotta get up, thank God, I got a little girl/and I"m a
responsible father, so not a lot of good, I"d be to my daughter,
layin" in the bottom of the mud/must be in
my blood cus I don"t know how I do it, all I know is
I don"t want to follow in the footsteps/of my dad, cus I
hate him so bad, the worst fear that I had was growin"
up to be like his fuckin" ass/man if you could
understand why I am the way that I am, what do I say to
my fans/when I tell "em (I"m)...
Chorus X2
Verse 3
I don"t wanna quit, but shit, I feel like this is it,
for me to have this much appeal like this is sick/this is not a
game, this fame, in real life this is sick, publicity
stunt my ass, conceal my fuckin" dick/fuck the guns, I"m
done, I"ll never look at Gats, if I scrap, I"ll scrap
like I ain"t never whupped some ass/I love my fans, but no
one ever puts a grasp on the fact, I"ve sacrificed everything
I have/I never dreamt I"d get to the level that
I"m at, this is wack, this is more than I ever coulda asked/everywhere
I go, a hat, a sweater hood, or mask,
what about math, how come I wasn"t ever good at that?/It"s like the
boy in the bubble, who never could
adapt, I"m trapped, if I could go back, I never woulda rapped/I
sold my soul to the devil, I"ll never get it
back, I just wanna leave this game with level head intact/Imagine
goin" from bein" a no one to seein",
everything blow up and all you did was just grow up mcing/It"s
fuckin" crazy, cus all I wanted was to give
Hailie the life I never had, but instead I forced us to live
alienated/so I"m sayin"...
Outro
Goodbye / Goodbye Hollywood (Goodbye) / Please don"t cry for
me (It"s been real) / When I"m gone for
good (This shit is not for me) / Goodbye / Goodbye Hollywood
(I"m not a fuckin" star) / Please don"t cry for
me (No way) / When I"m gone for good (I"m goin" back home)
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